Ignore my long sleeves, it means something
it's 96 degrees, it means nothing
believe all my white little lies
don't pay attention to my dilated eyes
go ahead ask me to dance
see how long i last
eventually my legs will give out
rape me when i hit the fucking ground
give me some white little pills
my blood stream, my heart beat they're chilled
im in love with little white lines
every time i snort, a little part of me dies
one day i'll grow wings
and go deaf by demon screams
they'll lay me in the ground
and i'll sleep six feet down
mommy why are you crying?
don't you know i can hear you lying?
you never gave a flying fuck
don't cry your eyes out now that im gone
i hope you know what you did
up my body, dig
see all those pretty scars?
you didn't give a shit
oh? you want to take it back?
you wish you never said the things you did?
maybe you should have thought about it
it's a little to late don't you think?
I took that rope and i fucking jumped
i hit the water and my nose wasn't plugged
i went on a date with daddy's shotgun
you left all those pills on the counter
you should've known id down some
what's the big deal?
it's just a few bottles of aspirin
and when my little sister's see
its okay she's only sleeping
check for a pulse is it there?
call 911
it's not fair
fuck no its not fair
that nobody cared
'til sfter im done and its all carried out
why is it they're all noticing now?
i regret my decision, to late
Why couldn't i? i should've waited
listen to my songs, mom
im already dead, but i killed myself to the music.
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Stella (Pseudonym) (
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I really like this, my favorite thing about it was the repetition of the words "white little" in the beginning and how everytime it was used a little different. Also, I know it means nothing from some random chick on a poem site but if you even need you can message me 🙂
A deafening scream at all those who should have cared and fuck their own regrets. Very powerful.
Mugsdaddy
thanks
Yea..
just remember someone does care
that's funny
but its no joke you are still the first friend ive ever had we grew up together
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