I Declare War ..!!!

I am beyond tired @ this point?

I haven't slept for weeks!

I have been up for 48 hours

I have been living in a hollow ditch?

It seems like a life time to me

All I hear are gun shoots, boom drops?

All I see are smoked filled clouds in blood strouds

We at war but who asked?

We are in no mans land with foot pads

I killed a kid today?

I am a dad too?

What do I say if I am gagged

Was this kid the enemy?

I shot him dead from across the street

I went closer to look?

He had a white flag by his foot

His right eye was gone?

He had a hole in his head from my gun

I pulled off my Army shirt in through it over his face

I wanted to pay homage!

I wanted to save his young soul through my grace

It wasn't about race I tell myself?

Its all these lies I hear for some ones name sake!

My President left us hear to defend ourselves?

While he dictates whom we should kill!

KILL BILL!

Who the fuck cares?

Who die for a silent lie!

I tried to be Patriotic?

But all I became was in assistant to narcotics

I cant stand to hear a door slam?

I can't eat spam out the can?

I am missing a leg, my vision is going bad

The VA treated me?

But my symptoms are much deeper!

I need a month to sleep away the last year

I don't want to wake up screaming know more!

I don't want to drink away my life anymore?

I ran off my wife?

She caught me with a whore

I told her I don't know why I did it?

I said she reminded me of the face of war?

In why I relive it every day

Why I hate war @ the same time!

Why that kid had to lie?

The reason I said to my self was?

Why my son had to die!

Why do we kill others in call it a war crime?

I live everyday free of war?

I live with my whore

I still drink away my life?

I miss my wife!

She was right about one thing?

War killed me inside!

Inside my cryptic mind?

I declare war