When I'm gone, if I leave

When i’m gone if I leave

Where do I go ?.... Why do I stay?
I want to be alone, but i don’t want to be lonely
I fight to find reason…. Do I do it? All I do is fray
Me, myself, and I. why why why do I feel so homely

I become consumed by the philosophy that is my life
My “mind” synonym: Asylum
I’m ensnared, straight jacket woven of….
Thoughts

Annihilate my consciousness
The captive in the never ending torture
I rot thinking of a reason to stay, I fight for them there
Them of aspiration

Do I stay?... Ask me why i’m here
Ask me, for I may
I don’t feel fear for I am here
Here to stay