Aware

Don't you think for a minute I don't know what's beginning to happen here...
You walk into the room and suddenly the hope disappears..
You drink yourself to sleep, you can't get enough beers...

The sadness I'm beginning to feel is heaping and unreal,
Side by side we lay and still my love can not heal..
I remember when you told me I was above everyone, and that you'd never give up on me
Now after a little argument youre ready to exclaim your done and walk out on me..

I love you for so much more than it's
worth,Than to not love you at all so I endure the hurt..               I'm truly beginning not to care..

You're pushing me away,
How do you dare?

9/21/17
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