whirlwinds

This is a whirlwind of my thoughts. 

tell me, why can't it be me?

I don't need you.

Why am I not good enough for you?

not only am i not enough for you, I'm not enough for my family. 

nor for the people who i share a classroom with. 

i just want to be happy again.

I'm Lonely. 

Everyone has their love by their side.

what is wrong with me? 

I went from being the most confident person i know to the state i am in now in a matter of months.

i really don't want to die alone. 

sometimes i really want to die.

my head hurts and i have sores in my mouth. 

my heart hurts. 

i can't keep on.