Devil saw me coming

2016
I came upon a drug called dope...
Who made me strong promises I'd
Never loose hope...I was told to try me once then I'd be hooked.. never did I imagine how this made me feel and look... I take you in my veins and straight to the heart... your breath taking moments will soon begin to start... you hide my pain... Chase away my fears.. those constant battles of fighting those tears... you make me foggy and sometimes drown... for your the reason my family isn't around.. you've taken my morals beliefs and name turned me into a addict one I never thought to be blamed.. my family is gone from me today... I'm weak I'm desperate I can't keep you away... I've tried to leave you but your bite is tough... my body hurts like hell looking all broken and rough... you make me tell lies and play stupid games.. you destroy my Christianity...I take the Lord's name in vein.. my world is dark and cold for what's left to live for another day to be told.. a failure a addict to you at hand... how my life has changed I'm no longer a man... I had made a choice not to simply give up..but I'm tired and weak I simply don't give a fuck.. I love how you make me feel on top of the world... powerful dangerous yet that's how I curled.. why must you insist on killing me slowly.. for everything's gone no one left to own me... my soul is tweaked my scars are torn for your the reason I was heavily warned..you've taken my last breath from me.. for this I will not loose.. I've seen better days it's time for me to choose... I'm going to stand tall and fight you every day...I'm giving up the dope.. fuck you that's my choice today..