how can one be happy ?

how can one be happy ?
when all she does is depend.

depend on someone else,
to fill up the hole
that pierces ever so deeply into her soul.

surrounded by disappointment
filled with insecurities
malnourished from love,
peace,
and joy.

all she wants is happiness,
to fulfil their spirit,
to bloom as a blossom does,
in the early sequences of spring.

- I must learn to fall in love with me first! before I ever think of you.