Pushing away

nasjohn

I push people away.. guys in particular because I’ve been hurt so many times. I’ve been mentally and physically destroyed. I have no trust. I give one chances and someone always seem to fuck it up. If it’s not them it’s me. It’s me because I am afraid to get close. I’m afraid to get attached and hurt again. I’m known as this “mean girl” or “leading someone on” in reality.. before you judge me. I’m just a nice girl who’s been through some real shit with some issues. Some episodes I will never forget and it affects me from this day on. 

  • Author: nasjohn (Offline Offline)
  • Published: October 1st, 2017 19:21
  • Category: Short story
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