Here We Go Again...

Here we go  again ...10...9...8  
And it's going ..going, soon it will be gone. Another sorrow and another heart broken another life ruined. It's all happening again...7...6...5... Why? Why now? Why when everything seems so right does everything have to go do wrong. Every happy moment shared shatters becoming bitter sweet reminders of what once was and can never be again. It's all happening again...4...3...2... It's almost over now...the laughter has grown thin now and, weak with the pain of loss. No smile is brave enough to show itself upon the weary faces that once gleamed with joy and youthful spirit now dull and grey aged beyond their time. No more laughter no more smiles no more cheers of joy in the presence of love. No more the pain is almost gone now...1...0...Just one last breath one deep, long, purposeful, breath. One last tear rolling down your cheek blazing a wet trail of sorrow. Eyes that have felt the salty burn of hate close for the last time slipping into the blissful darkness for the last time.  The light is getting  closer...not this not again. Why can't it just end?!..........here we go again...10...9...8...