PAIN IS LOVE

So, this is what my world has been reduced too

You say you love me but you don't love me like you use too

Expect me to stay yet you're changing your ways

Replacing you love with this nagging pain

A kiss for a slap, a hug for a punch loving making is replace with Rape 

And after each time you claiming it was a mistake

You used to treat me like a Queen now I'm a simple peasant 

A heart once pumping with love is now left cold

You have numbed my feelings and taken my soul

Life with you is an everyday hell yet the pain feels good

I'm trap under your spell because I still believe this is love

I believe one day the man I love will return and shower me with kisses and prove his love

Sadly, I love you too much to walk away I would rather sit here and endure this everyday pain

I rather die bleeding from your hands than walk away and find a real man

I feel too tainted for real love cause you're all I've ever known

I'm no good for anyone else you said it yourself

No one will ever love me like you do

Treat me like you do

Care for me like you do

I’m starting to believe it’s true

So, I want to die from you than live alone

I have no one so this is my world, my life my home

MY STORY!

PAIN IS LOVE, RIGHT?