Break up

I dont recall things ever getting to this extreme before. i always thought if things didnt work out people just went there separate ways. i guess some where in the pit of my gut i felt it thats why i held on this long to avoid what i knew would come along with this break up. break up that became the lost of all love or respect i had for you or anyone who had tides to the thoughts of you. the break up that had me feeling unsafe, uneasy and not sleeping good at night. no longer felt safe in your arms but more safe not seeing you or being in your presence at all. stay away orders, changing locks, taking extra precautions to my routines. flat tires, sugar in my tank, relocating in my work place. not even wanting to start a new chapter because of how uncomfortable it would make someone feel. break up that left me empty, numb and broken. friendships that became divided from lies, to court witnesses. dont wish this kind of hurt or break up on anyone. Blocking calls, ignoring text messages, spamming emails. Arguments, fights,unsettled differences. Opening old wounds, making it hard to trust or yet love someone else. Just stay away i dont have nothing else to say. We cant be friends, you are just someone of my past. We cant try again things were to damaging to my heart and personal property. i wont speak on you I just want to move on from negative thoughts of you. Break up, never shouldve been this hard, shouldve never crushed m heart this hard.Had to get away from the mental, emotional and physical abuse and the people you introduced me to that were condoning me to stay because they were pushing yo off on me so they didnt have to deal. I pray for you that life looks up, i dont wish no bad for you. But karma you should fear. Break up, glad im over you.