Happiness

Happiness.

I didn’t even see you.

Until a lifeless numb feeling sank my body and my mind, into a shallow pit.

Then, I saw everything from this place, a distorted version of my life.

It breaks me, it is pain. For a while.

I sink and I visit this shallow pit everyday, it almost swallows me whole.

Then it’s like my real life grabs me again, it pulls me up to the lightest place with the warmest people.

Everything is fine. For a while.

But, I lost you again.