Why I don't go out

angellle

Breathing out, breathing in

To hope you don't look like a sin

 

Taking a look in the mirror just one more time

Hopeful to be more confident, to shine

 

Shutting the lights, saying goodbye to the pet

Only to arrive at a place she would soon be upset

 

Never intending she’d be in trouble

All the sudden she felt like she must be bundled

 

By a thousand cozy jackets where she would be safe and covered

No longer gawked at, whistled at, or longing looks to be discovered

 

Of what’s under that pretty little dress

She so desired to wear to impress

 

Finding herself to grow smaller inside

She felt like she has to walk, to run, to stride

 

To no longer be threatened by their gaze

She had just hoped it was all a haze

 

Hoping to find herself in her bed

Not somewhere else where she would rather be dead

 

 

 

  • Author: Angelle (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: October 12th, 2017 17:25
  • Comment from author about the poem: I wrote this thinking about something I face when I go "out" for a night on the town and how it makes me feel to be looked at. My anxiety I suppose could be really intense, but I always feel like I can catch people looking at me with bad intentions and I know I can't be the only woman in the world disturbed by it.
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 16
Get a free collection of Classic Poetry ↓

Receive the ebook in seconds 50 poems from 50 different authors




To be able to comment and rate this poem, you must be registered. Register here or if you are already registered, login here.