Fading Hearts That Never Seem To Beat

Is my heart here, or has it faded?

Is it beating, or has it deflated?

Is it red, or is it black?

Is it there, or has it taken a step back?

Because i don't know how to feel,

I don't feel it beating, I just feel still.

I feel like if i take a step, i might just fall...

I feel unsteady and my self-esteem is very low...

The way i look at you today, 

Is a whole new way, 

i see the tears i cried, 

I see the blood that has dried..

On your hands is a heart that you stole,

You always said this was your life goal,

To win my heart, but who knew you would tear it apart?

I don't wanna play your little games anymore, 

i don't have any heart left to ache, 

my chest is still store...