end of the week sessions

At the end of the week sessions, She (my therapist) asked me how I was doing?

I tried to explain to her that I feel like a fish attacked by the parasite tetrahymena. This parasite hijacks the fishes brain to make it swim to the surface. To which makes it a easy target to be eaten and picked apart by birds. 

I tried explaining that it feels like Im the fish. 

And instead of being attacked by a parasite, Im being attacked by my self. 

I also told her i write poetry. To which she asked me to share a piece with her.

I told her this one:

Even if my poems mean nothing to you right now, They will mean everything to you when I'm gone.