I think

I sit here tonight and I think,

Would I be missed if I was to go?

It goes through my head everyday

That some would say yes, but most would say no.


I sit here tonight and I think,

What would I miss if I was to go?

Summer, Winter, Spring and Fall, 

Do I do it fast or make it slow?


I sit here tonight and I think,

Who is really out there for me?

I think of my mates, my reason to live,

I think of my course, and my degree.


I sit here tonight and I think,

Why do I bother and why am I me?

People say it's ok,

But I completely disagree.


You'll never really find those perfect words,

Something more than just goodbye.

It's hard to remember the good times when there's just so much heartache,
But they deserve more than that.
They deserve more than just one single moment of sadness.

So just remember,

That when there's enough love in our hearts to burst like a fucking supernova,
Then there sure as hell's enough love in our heart, to spark that famous smile.

We all lose someone at some point in our lives,
But don't ever let go of that smile.
Hold on forever,
Because that's our final dedication.


I sit here tonight and I think,

How can I survive?

After all I've been through

I'm breathing but I'm not alive.


I sit here tonight and I think,

I've tried so hard but I cannot fly,

All my life I've tried to escape my cocoon,

But here I am still a caterpillar,

So I suppose this is my goodbye


  • josh_hayeslip


  • Christina8

    Hey welcome to MPS. I hope this is not your goodbye! I don't have my wings either and have written about it---this is a sad but somber write. I hope you'll write some more!

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