"It's a joke"

Ugly, fat, stupid, not good enough

For this I already know..

Reminded everyday, constantly being hurt and put down

how much more can you remind me?

"It's a joke" is all I ever hear from everyone

Please leave me alone, just for a minute.

My minded is falling apart..

You tear it apart piece by piece, now there is nothing

nothing but darkness

"It's a joke" is all I ever hear from everyone

I can't keep pretending I am happy

SCREAM FOR HELP..

No help is coming, please help me, please

I realize my screams are silent.

"It's a joke" is all I ever hear from everyone

My pain is becoming hidden

Eyes show it all though..

As everyone talks all my eyes do is want to shed tears

Thought only I see it

"it's a joke" is all I ever hear from everyone

My time is up

My mind is a dark empty room..

Everyone says it gets better, but the scars show different

I can't take it no more.

"it's a joke" ... well it never was to me..

Now I'm gone.. glad your joke made you laugh