Undersized

I am seen as perfect because I'm a size zero,
I cause envy because my bones show.
There is something that I really want to say and something I think they should all know.
I am super sick and terrified,
my lack of weight is unhealthy.
The calories I have to eat everyday are extremely overwhelming.
You see me as a beautiful model,
I see myself as skeletal.
How is it comforting feeling like you're breakable and bendable?
My health is hurting and they are telling me I am fine.
They don't understand because they don't have a body like mine.
I can't touch my body without feeling any worry or fear.
I close my eyes when I get dressed so I can't see my bones appear.
This is a problem that gets overlooked,
This is a problem that gets minimized.
I promise life isn't all that great when your body is undersized.