9 pm

itried

I am useless

I am pointless

I am a waste of space.

I am a waste of resources.

I do not deserve to live.

Does anyone really care?

Probably not.

I'm better off dead.

I am too ugly to look at.

I am to disgusting to think about.

I am to nasty to be around.

I am too hideous to be loved.

I am too stupid to do well.

I am too boring to have friends.

I’m too fat to deserve anything.

Is there a point in waking up?

Wouldn’t it be nice to die?

Wouldn't it be great to sleep forever?

It’s not like anyone would notice.

After all,

Everyone would be better off without me.

 

  • Author: itried (Offline Offline)
  • Published: October 27th, 2017 20:12
  • Comment from author about the poem: Thoughts of mine at 9 pm.
  • Category: Sad
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Comments2

  • Christina8

    First of all, welcome to MPS! All these things are not true. Especially the part about sleeping forever. This is a very closenknit online community and we all understand depression very well. Keep writing and sharing. It helps!

    • niallprideaux

      I second this - I'm not a great poet by any means but I write stuff mainly when I'm down and then I'm fine for a while 🙂 happy writing lol

    • FredPeyer

      OK, itried, here is what you do:
      Replace all the 'I am' with 'I am not' and the 'I do not' with 'I do', then reverse the 'wouldn't it' to 'it wouldn't'

      You gotta start loving yourself. You don't care what others think, what is important is that you find that love for yourself first. Then you can spread it around to others.
      Easy? No!!! Doable? Yes!!!!!
      Welcome to the compassionate, caring, and empathetic world of MPS!



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