Shades

I know everyone hates me

But better yet why do I try?

Knife in my own gut, and I'm still blind

And you ask me why I lie

Bomb the sea and I'll sink again

Why do you hate me?

Realize through drinking that I'm not true

Never mind, I'll stay in the sea

Mask my face with ignorance

Can I hear my lover calling?

No I can't and even I'm aware

How much longer will I keep stalling?

Stalling for years

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