Everyone around me now says you ruined me but in my heart i know it to not to be true.
I loved you so deep an I still do I will all ways love you even with how much you have changed me.
before i meet you I had only laid with 1 women before, so new to this grounds i step into when i met you.
the things you new were far beyond anything I had even watched in porn.
everything you like was nothing I could of learned with out you there to show me.
Yet still that first night i laid you down on the floor was better then you ever could of imagined.
still I new nothing of the secrets you withheld, these are the thing that changed me once I got you to tell.
I am no longer a boy now but a man standing with you here to please you in ever witch way you desire.
Those desires I learned were nothing I new about before.
nothing simple everything complex yes i am talking about the sex.
It was not vanilla that is for sure an it was far beyond just kinky it strayed so close to what some would say was like 50 shades of gray.
Yet behind those close doors our sex was far beyond that of just 50 shades of gray.
not even 50 shades dark came close to what you desired behind our closed Doors.
So i learned an learned just to know everything you wanted an pushed it farther.
Now I am forever change an no one understands that for me it is for the better.
Even if i could let it all go an forget it happen
I would not for me
I am better
An my love for you will last forever.
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