blind in my heart

dtyrrell145

 

I took a deep breath and counted to three

A picture in my head, of who I wanted to be

I wanted to be normal and happy in the mind

 

It didn’t work I was still blind

Not blind as in the eye sight meaning

 

Just blind in the heart

Blinded by darkness

Blinded by my thoughts

Blinded by myself

And nothing more

 

My heart is beating

But I’m pretty much dead

A walking corpse

I’m lost inside my head

 

Life has no meaning, not anymore

I’m not how I was

Just once before

 

I am living

But I wish I was dead

I’m not even worth getting out of bed

 

I have made my decision

For the final time

 

I’m not bothering changing who I am no more

I can’t cope in life

My last and final straw

 

As hard as I tried

This is me giving up

My one a final goodbye

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  • Author: queen DT (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: November 9th, 2017 10:10
  • Category: Unclassified
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  • myself and me

    Happy Birthday to you. Today is your day.
    You are at a special stage of your life, it is OK to feel the way you are feeling now, but keep a positive view on this world, giving up is never an option, living through it, you will be so proud of yourself. The darkness is not forever, it will be over for sure. You have such a bright future in front of you, go for it. Give yourself a big smile even if you do not feel so.

    • dtyrrell145

      thankyou so much x

    • Tony36

      Happy birthday, great write



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