unsolved questions

If it were up to me, i would have left a long time ago.

but since it isn’t , now im just going with the flow.

im feeling a lot better though, and im trying my best not to chase her.

but all the pain comes rushing back when i pick up a razor

why was my love not made for your needing?

and all of my care for you was thrown away, and my trust was left for the mistreating.

why do i find myself crawling back to you when you’ve always done me wrong

and why do i always think of you when i hear a heart breaking love song?

all these questions in my head, but non of them have been solved.

and as each day goes by, my heart starts to desolve.

i always say im going to go, but i really never leave.

but this time i mean it, because your love was something i couldn’t achieve