Stay Gone

You were finally gone. 

Out of sight out of mind.

I no longer thought about you.

I no longer thought about how you were doing. 

I no longer prayed for nothing but greatness for you.

I stopped caring. 

I stopped thinking about you.

You were not a thought in my mind anymore.

Your name was not in my head anymore.

My stomach did not turn when I saw you.

My head did not snap when I heard someone talking about you.

My attention was not yours anymore.

My tears were not yours.

Because you stole everything from me.

My laugh, my heart, my happiness.

But I finally gained it all back.

I had control of my life again.

I was finally happy again.

I was finally me.

But then.. you came back.

You took my smile, my laugh, my heart, and my happiness.

Why?

why do you leave and come back.

Every time you comeback you never stay. 

It's like you just get enjoyment from destroying everything about the real me. 

You enjoy the fact that you can always enter my heart. 

You get satisfaction knowing I cry because of you.

I just do not get it...

but one day 

You will not be able to walk back in

You will not take my happiness.

You will not have control.

You will be gone.