Confliction

Have you ever lost the closeness with someone. The special closeness that makes everything different. The closeness where you look in their eyes and you feel whole, and everything around you doesn't seem to exist? If you haven't then count yourself lucky because it sucks. It makes it to where you don't recognize who they are....who the both of you are as a whole. Makes you question every little thing you do or say. Makes you wish you could rewind time and undo all of the mistakes youve made along the journey that the both of you have been through. But most of all it sucks because you aren't sure how to get it back. The sweetness that you shared in every look and touch....the looks that made you tingle on the inside....the conversations that built the foundation of the relationship. Because it seems to be gone, seems like it is but a ghost of the memories that you have. And all you can do is wish and send the energy and thoughts that you wish it could come back....and there are brief moments when it is there. But that is the worst because those moments are often too short..and those moments never come too often and can't compare to when that was how it was all the time between the both of you.