Sometimes

Verse 1 
Started with a smile, little by little never would have thought that it would taste bitter.. 
Eyes like the stars, shining and glittering, 
like a small child that's just been caught mischieving 
Body of a Greek God, humor of a comedian.. and a heart that's been torn

Chorus 
And sometimes I hope that you loved me just a bit, 
so you didn't have to put me through this hell pit 
Kicking back and fighting my tears and cursing you who made go through all of this 
Love is a war and life ain't fair, 
open all your cards just to lose and fail

How can I make it move ? 
When it's just me up against your walls? 
It's obvious that I would stumble and fall.. 
But this fire in my heart I couldn't ignore..

Verse 2 
At first I was so happy and I couldn't see, that you weren't really there when you were with me 
Standing next to you, hands locked in, but your heart from that ice I couldn't break free 
Always looking so carefree.. 
But you never really let your guard down around me.. 
Thought it wasn't how it seemed to be..

Chorus 
And sometimes I hope that you loved me just a bit, 
so you didn't have to put me through this hell pit 
Kicking back and fighting my tears and cursing you who made me go through all of this 
Love is a war and life ain't fair, 
open all your cards just to lose and fail

How can I make it move? 
When it's just me up against your walls? 
It's obvious that I would stumble and fall.. 
But the fire in my heart I couldn't ignore..

And sometimes I wonder.. is it me you see? 
When we're in the same room and she's standing right behind of me? 
(Is it me you see?) 
And sometimes I ponder.. how life would be? 
If I didn't meet you and you haven't met her before me. 
(What could it be?)

How can I make it move? 
When it's just me up against your walls? It's obvious that I would stumble and fall...

And sometimes I wonder... 
Would you still choose me? 
If she claimed you back and she gave you a chance to stay or leave?

And I don't wanna hear I refuse to admit what your answer would be.. 
Cause I know far too well and I can't prevent the end..

It's not me you see, but her ghost in me..