Save me I'm drowning,,I can't breathe there's no air. Smothered by darkness and doubt, with the weight of the world on my shoulders screaming"I can't do this alone! "but no one is ever about. 

Crying and sobbing so deep I can't deal, I just wish you understood just how this feels. 

Always paranoid that your doing something wrong, but you have three kids and need to be strong. 

The feeling is awful no matter what causes it, you need to overcome and rise above it. 

You can't imagine how fast it grows, the darkness inside takes control. 

I just give up no need to fret, it's my emptiness that will forever be my debt.