You left....

You left...
So abruptly you left,
Not foreseen and we’ll never forget,
We had you so near,

But not near enough for you,

Your pain,
The love wasn’t strong enough to pull you through,
You were surrounded by love,
But not the love you needed,
The love that you had was indeed all you greeted,
You took and you took,
But advise fell flat,
Because all that you were was a memory at that,
Your life departed you,
It’s a shame but a fact,
One man,
One love,
One life,
Nothing but that,
I get it I do,
You needed help and a friend,
But when you knocked at that door,

You didn’t want but a hand,
It’s hard...that’s life,
You were dealt more than you deserved,
But you know what...that was for you and gods word,
It dealt you rough cards,
Life at its worst,
And for most what you wanted was easy and not earn’t,
A mother you should have been,
You would have lived for that,
And lasted the heartbreak,
The loss of Martin you had,
He was diamond,
He was gold,
A man none the less,
He was treasure more worthy than the life that you led,
But then there was a boy,
Not a year old,
Who bought love into your life for you to behold,
It was a light,
A light that would double with his brother,
But yet not enough to recover from your lover, They gave you life and for a few years it was great,
But as the anniversaries past your heart just ached,
You forgot you were loved by more than just one man,
The man that left you to cling to life’s plan,
And cling that you did for as long as you could,
But in the end you were living life.......
Just not on this earth.

Rest in peace my darling Carole

I love you x