buoyant

I thought I would find happiness in your happiness.

Contentment in your happiness.

I didn't.

I felt LOVE and weakness..

 

My fix is your happiness

 

but, its short lived.

 

I need to find my own happiness

and with that, denying yours.

 

I KNOW you will find your match.

 

but.. selfishly i keep you.

 

if i CUT myself 'free'

i might drown.

 

i KNOW you will survive.

 

selfishly - i love you...