1 (the prophecy)

I just want to feel wanted 

For that feeling a villain I became

Did some evil shit so niggas would know I wasn't lame

Dip my dick in these hoes thinking if I hit it

the dick gon be so good they gonna ask me not to quit it

read the description of what niggas wanted to see 

and like a self-destructive puzzle piece I fit it

Being picked first for anything is a feeling I'm unfamiliar with

being a great lier seems to be my best gift

once it found out from my feelings of loneliness and guilt I drift

cause staying too near to those the reason I pulled the strap on myself

scared for people to know the truth I can't ask for help

checking up on my exes to make sure they miss me

tryna pretend a girl I destroyed would ever miss me

I act up and flash out to bring attention to myself

I say I hate the world but i reflect the actions I say I hate the most

Thinking about a second, try getting tired of life 

niggas ignore me bitches too I guess I'm a ghost

even when I'm high death is what I crave the most

with each day I wake up I know my grave is close

If your reading this it probably means I committed 

if you don't understand keep reading and ill be your host