Love Crowded in Introvercy

I feel an ungirdled feeling, Pushing outside of my introvercy.

Deep inside is pressure from the outside, My nerves tighten, my palms sweat.

My heart starts to beat as her being walks by, she can almost fly. To me she is so dear,

one i would never fear.  So nice she would never have a price. My love is unlimited, past her comprehension.

How do i speak something unspeakable? I tried to convey, but she had too many bae. All i am, an insecure,

no pride and ego, furthermore my communication is lacked in her presence being gagged by her appearance.

This much i feel, but none can she. How do i convince the decided, when you have no words you can fathom?

To be turned on such tables. I threw my dice, i paid the price. Too fast did i go, as i broke my own mast.

I stayed stranded on the island of isolation. She comes by sometimes, This much i know, That much is enough, to my mind.

My body desires her to see me as more than what i am, but how can i be more than what i am? So i had to accept my fate, Goodbye my love.

May your dove find a another, to rest together forever. I wish nothing but best for you, but of course i had lost everything that was important to me and nothing to anyone else.

What to do now? Other than to wonder if i could have? Or why i didn't? Then reality set in. Welcome to life.