Talking to myself

Do you ever feel like you are talking to your self that you have no one yet there are people around you like no matter how hard you scream and shout only you hear it

I'm a ghost in a room full of people will they notice me or will I just disappear into the shadow 

That is it for me isn't it I'm just nothing to everyone even the one I love who now ignore's me and won't tell me why i guess he like everyone else doesn't care 

now I'm alone talking to myself