What happens then?

The war inside never seems to end.
This I already know,
because the thoughts inside,
wont stop playing with my head.
Youd think by now, Id be used to this fight.
But what you dont know,
is Im stuck in my mind
with no escape in sight.

As the world fades away,
the battle get harder.
The fight gets weaker,
and demons get stronger.
Calm is nonexistent,
as darkness envelops all around.
As each breath gets difficult,
the thoughts get darker.
Fear comes out to play, as bravery flees.
The loneliness sets in,
while silence seems to heighten.
All hope is gone, as the tears stop falling.

The numbness returns,
and for that, I am greatful.
For which this means,
this battle for now, I have won.
But I can't help but notice,
the darkness loses by less each day.
So the worry begins.
Because what if tomorrow, I am to weak,
and I don't win.
So what happens then?