Depressing Thoughts

You ever been depressed so much that you can’t even breathe

My visions become the actions that I speak

Easy but I never meant to do it intentionally

My mind crazy thoughts, it just seems to get in between

My love life so wrapped up on all the things I’ve seen

You never realize the hurt to its degree

You never seem to see the vision

Never see the things I see

Outside so strong but inside I’m so weak

Tell me why I think about you so constantly

Tell me why I can’t get you off my mind, I can’t even speak

To envision you I can never ever see

Life’s hard the highest mountain I can’t even reach

My hearts cold, take away all the negativity

I share my love with you? But them things you could never see

I loved you the most but I’m the one you’ve hated

You used to love me

I’m the one that love you the most

But me? No you can’t envision it

But I’m stuck on you doing all these crazy things

Putting pieces together trying to get over the thought

Trying to undo what’s done but I took you for granted

The thins I did I can never undo

The things I did I can never take back

And you was stuck on my mind

Wish I could take it all back

I wish I could go back to the start and never do the things I did

But I did, I did do what I did

I did all the things you was scared of being done

But you loved me

You love everything about me

Now you sitting here thinking what to do without me

But it’s all good, but your heart

You can’t take them things away

Now I’m sitting here mind blown

Hoping everything’s going to be ok

I just need to go back in time, I just need to go back to that day

When you once loved me

And everything was ok

And everything was all good

By my side you always stood close

That’s where I needed you the most

Crazy thoughts in my head, I think I loved you the most

But you showed it a little better

Just thinking of all the times when we was still together

In the past, but it’s the future

Now my words seem so stupid

I know we won’t ever speak again

But when you hear this you’ll always know that this is about you

So close to my heart lays an empty soul

Never thought I could live without you