Exhaustion

I'm tired-

I'm so fucking tired

I'm tired of constantly giving my all

just to be thrown to the wolves.

What did I do...

What sin did I commit?

Why does everyone else get happiness?

I fight

day after day

to live a life

I can be proud of...

And to be happy.

But how many times can you be used

lied to

raped

abused

before you break?

God help me...

I've been fighting so hard,

but I just want to give up.

Slip away into a faded memory,

a face the world will never remember;

the girl no one ever wanted to be with-

the girl who was only ever good for an easy fuck.