Warmth

Like the water that runs in the tub with you in
the middle 

It is warm but your so cold

You splash the warm water  upon your skin

The warmth leaves your cold body so quickly

You panic when the warmth leaves you and harshly splash it on yourself but the warmth leaves faster

You push your face underwater getting a calm sensation like peace and quiet have finally found you

You stair at your hands underwater and move your fingers slowly

You left your head up for some air to go back to your safe place

One part that makes it safe is how warm it is

How relaxing the feeling is on your skin you really found something that feels like home

Yup under the water and through words because all of your thoughts are not so bad after all

They can just be harsh sometimes

Your feelings they can be good but leave so fast

 You miss it
 
But you're so used to feeling something negative...... even sometimes

You miss that too

I don't want the warmth to leave

I wanted it to stay

I want to learn how to feel normal with the warmth and not feel normal with the cold Like...

The water that runs in the tub with you in the middle

Is like the water that rushes though your fingers under the tub spout

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