Me me me

You will turn jealous
It wouldn't matter when your at uni, you'll start a new life, meet a new boy
I can't breathe
I'm so exhausted
Am i depressed? How can i be depressed when sometimes I'm happy? It might just be forced happiness, I don't remember the last time I smiled and didn't have to force it at least a little bit
I'm really sad and i get a horrible sinking feeling, as if my heart is weighing and pushing all my organs down
I'm fed up
I'm hurt by so many that do it without a care
They can't see what it does
I do care, but I'll agree, I don't like myself much either. Then i get annoyed, I do like myself, it's others around me that's making me not like myself and they can't see that. All they think they do is help me improve in myself, but it's really just an insult and another one of the million ways that I'm not perfect.
Writing makes it better, but seeing people doesn't. Learn again to be alone.

Remember aloneness not loneliness