I'm home

And so when thoughts of him come to mind
Because I can't enjoy things the same
I think "well, fuck"

And so when I get McDonald's
I remember him, and all the times he sat in that chair
I think "I'm not hungry anymore"

And so every time I walk down that street
And I think of him holding my hand
I think "I want to run"

And when I see him
But I'm with you, I focus on you and
I think "I love you"

And when I stick my head out a window while someones driving
And I remember driving around with him and his mum
And them laughing at me for loving the wind
I think "I don't care anymore..." And roll up the window
Until you pop back to my mind and I think
"He doesn't matter anymore"

And when you kiss me, sometimes he still comes to mind
And I remember him pushing me down with his lips and enjoying my recoil and
I think "I wanna go home"
But then my mind clears and I'm thinking of you again and I think
"I am home" and I kiss you back