The Greatest Lost

My deepest sympathy, my love life is over, I know that I have nothing left

And based on this statement this breakup was my deepest regret

I can’t even sleep, my mind telling me there’s so many things that are incomplete

The mistakes I’ve made I would never repeat

Reflecting back on everything that happened, all the ways I never approached

I wish I could’ve found my love and gave her the letters I wrote

So many paragraphs, and forwarded messages

I should’ve delivered myself

By the selfishness is the reason I’m by myself

You have feelings too, your heart hurts too

I should’ve thought of that before I ever hurt you

Love cannot be bought material things never matter

In the end if I would’ve treated you right our love life would’ve never shattered

Too stupid to just stick with the one I considered my all

That’s how every relationship has it downfalls

Too greedy, I could never handle one when her love was just enough

Love will make you feel sick all the way down to your guts

It’ll make you feel so many symptoms that’s far past a heartache

Just know I never meant for your heart to break

Too obsessed, to stuck, to in love

Too sprung, so high up off your love

So many things I’ve always been ashamed to say

All the hidden secrets must come out today

I was so foolish and I think all these words should be said

My actions seem to be the only thing I dread

Now it’s so hard for me to even go to bed

I’ll never find someone who loved me as much as you did

 The simple apologies from the mindset of a kid

I’m left with many memories and the days we shared

Every time I spend time with someone else I envision you was here

I’m the one to blame, and I’ll take all the blame

The list of lies is such a shame

My greatest lost was losing you

March 13 will never be remembered the same

I hope you find closure, I’ll take the blame

Like your love? No I will never find another

Sincerely your Former lover