again

I want to throw it out, and start again.

If I knew what I knew now!

and what I am still to learn..

Will it be better?

Will I be better?

Why should I inflict myself unto others.

Inflict myself on ME.

Death.

Make myself an Angel,

because that is what everyone becomes,

SAINTLY.

I want to live.

And live well.

But how?

How do I come back from this?

My Demons and Desires follow me.

I'm a SELFISH Soul.

I don't want to BE because I don't want to hurt others.

BUT

In pleasing others I am hurting ME.

What is right?

JUSTICE

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