What am I worth?

As I step out the shower
My body was drenched from the water head of my shower
I stride to my vicious mirror
A corrupt object
Destruction of self confidence
A wicked reflector
A heinous speculum

I think to myself
WHY?!
Why do I let this
Reflector
Speculum
Object
Get to to me?
I ask myself that question consistently

14 years of this discombobulating

I appear in the mirror
I ask myself these 4 of frequent questions
1. Why am I so skinny?
2. Why do I have all this skin inflammation?
3. Why are my boobs so small?
4. What can I do to change my body?

I beat myself up daily for my weight
Why can’t I be thick?
As society commands
What can I do to change?
What can I do to shape myself into what society demands?
Will I learn to every accept myself?