Another what if...

These sleepless nights are becoming routine,  every detail of you haunts my mind.

The subtle things I love so much, unavoidably more intensified.

Deceptive actions to distract myself.. from what I really feel inside.

Desperate attempts to hide my love, I close my mind and chase these lies.

Tempers build, we both are stunned, in a mindless rage I screamed I'm done.

Instant regret.. I felt so dumb, why couldn't I have just biten my tongue.

It was too late I followed through, to stubborn to see what's soon to come.

Now the battle's within myself, cause my true feelings I cant outrun.

Now I can't sleep...or do anything for that matter.

-BMR