Emotional Medicine

This is the emotional medicine, I must admit 

it's the only thing I can insist

so try it sometime when you're feeling down 

just make sure no one's around

they'll just think you're all around messed up 

they'll try hard to argue and interrupt 

when you try to say 

"It's not like it's hurting you any ways" 

cause this is just my emotional medicine 

these damn things are running thin 

you long for just one more steel kiss 

they never hesitate to ask why you do this 

you try so hard to explain 

they just can't accept something this "insane."

you know they just don't get why 

they just criticize with curious eyes 

you just ignore it and always stay strong 

who cares if they think it's wrong 

cause you still have your emotional medicine 

I swear these damn things are running thin 

this blade is my personal drug 

giving it one more small tug 

I watch as the blood appears 

inviting the pain as its ears 

escaping to my much loved fantasy 

they think "What a catastrophe" 

but why should they care 

all they ever do is stare 

just cause of this emotional medicine 

so much time running so thin

they'll wish you never started 

they'll think you're cold-hearted 

just for being into self-mutilation 

loving this sudden sensation 

adrenaline pulses your veins 

the wounds heal and just become stains

this medicine helps your mind

it helps you let go and unwind 

hear me when I say "this is my emotional medicine" 

I swear it's running so thin

I love my emotional medicine