Forgiveness

I kneel beside my bed hands folded I bow my head...Angel surround me with your mighty wings forgive me...as I think of not so good things..save me from the demon that lives deep with in my mind..I have fought hard to keep him away..But I am afraid ..the sounds that he makes keeps me awake..He graves the poison that I inject into my veins..I have freed myself of this..but the demon he is pissed!!..my head pounds my body aches the demon gets louder with every breath i take.. reaching for the needle my hands shake..forgive me my Angel I can not be saved.