No matter what I try

I have tried every
trick in the book, and
yet I still cannot get you out of my
mind. I cannot stop this wave
of emotion that sweeps over me every time whenever your
name or face pops up everywhere.
My friends don’t get it, they think I’m Sick, you probably do to,
you probably don’t get it either
but I hope you do to ,I cannot even begin to fathom its
true meaning even my self I’m lost in side your world.
The hot bubbling feeling that starts near your stomach
and rises quickly floods to your heart and head you know the one... the one you hardly ever feel or get, not the same as you get when you see a long lost family member or pet,
it much greater than that, its love at it’s finest, one that makes a man weak, one make him kneel at God feet and pray because of his dream come true, one makes girls cry to,
That feeling of pure ecstasy that gets swept over by a wave of total bliss apon a first kiss a look into each other’s eyes were no one can hide the lies, its knowing you have only one chance to get it right, you stumble in pureness of each other’s love
That is what I feel, always.
That is my emotional state.
I get thinking dreaming of beautiful