Self love 101

Number one
Start off by writing small yet some what meaningful quotes you found in tumbler and hang them on your bathroom mirror
Number two
Change your hair 2 maybe 3 times in 2 months because you want to become unrecognizable
Number three
Ask the boy you claim to love what color you should get your nails done because Twitter told you that was "relationship goals"
Number four
Take 5 bubble baths a day, apply a face mask and indulge in cheap box wine because everyone needs to treat their self
Am I right?
Everyone will believe you have your shit together when in reality you look in the bathroom mirror and see nothing back
As if you stepped into an invisibility cloak that restrains all of your deepest insecurities
You self medicate on salicylic acid products and fermented grape juice
But when will you wake up and realize that finding a new man every week will not mend your daddy issues
Taking 5 bubble baths will never wash away the dirty hands that torched your body singeing away your self worth
Shoving your fingers so far down your throat only to purge away the core of your being
Self love is not Beyoncé songs and healthy eating
Self love is waking up pinpointing your flaws and picking them up and painting them on a canvas
Self love is screaming fuck you at the top of your lungs in the middle of downtown without actual words pouring from your mouth
Self love is realizing that your the reason the sunflowers smile at the sky and slowly die in the dark