You're mine and now I'm yours

You are mine.

I get insane, strictly because of you. Before you I was a normal, didnt give a shit kind of a person.

You changed me.

You make me seem crazy.

I do not want you to be taken away from me.

I want you or myself.

I do not want someone else loving you the way I do

I don’t want someone else interested in you because I fear one day you might just get sick and tired of me and my bullshit craziness and leave. 

If I lost you I would be losing the most important person to me, who I think about every damn second of every day,

the person who can make me laugh more times than cry,

who loves my more than himself

who takes care of me when I’m sick,

who’s there for me when I am in a rut,

who would kick someones ass for me if I got hurt,

who would do just about  any thing for me.

And yes that same someone I also seem to be insane to at points because…

I will interrogate you sometimes,

I will freak out over you calling another girl or texting them back and forth about whatever it is you’re talking about.

I will hate when other girls hug you in front of me,

I will cry and lose my shit when I feel insecure about another girl or a circumstance.

Yeah all of the things make me sound absolutely insane and I get that.

But you’re the reason I do al of it.

You have changed me and made me the way I am.  I do all of this because of how much I love you.

And yes I am guilty of  doing all of those things, but I will also be the same person that

rubs your back when you’re throwing up

the person that will give you a shoulder to cry on instead of judging you for crying.

The person that understands your slightest facial expression and can sense your mood.

The person that will dance the night away with you or just hang back and watch Netflix.

The person that will drive at 5 in the morning to go and see you or drive 4 yours away for a formal.

the person that will go on a million and one Stew Leonards dated with you and is perfectly fine with it because all she wants to do is spend time with you.

All I want is you because you’re mine. You get the bad stuff but you also get the great stuff. I do not do that with many people.

I love you that's why I am the way I am.