To the guy who broke my heart (DRAFT)

To the guy who watsed my time,

To the guy who stole my heart then shattered it,

To the guy who sat in front of me in english of 9th grade,

To the guy who broke my heart,

I came home that tuesday,

From my D.C. trip,

I had no clue what that firday had in store,

I was looking through your phone,

Instagram to be exact,

You must of forgot to delete your dms,

I love you,

Three words that i loved hearing,

But was shattered when you said them to another girl,

I love you,

I started to cry matthew pulled me into a hug,

I was wearing make up that day so it started to run down my face,

You looked at me,

A look of hurt on your face,

You tryed to ask me what was wrong,

But i just gave you your phone,

You read what you wrote to that 12 year old girl,

You cheated on me with her,

A 12 year old girl,

James you were 16,

I ran off thinking,

What did i do wrong?,

I have another boyfriend now,

I love him very much,

But,

I can not listen to our songs,

I can not read your love notes,

I can not hug you without wanting to kiss you,

You tell me your sorry,

That you still love me,

But it still hurts,

Its been 7 months,

And it still hurts,

You can not take back what you did,

So your sorrys mean nothing,

So this is to the guy who broke my heart,

To the guy i still love but have to let go.