This time

I can't imagine life without you at the same time imagine life with you. But do this sound foolish to you my good is not ever good enough. The only time I'm loved is when I'm praising you But this what I choose to do. Why do I get the thought I would be nothing with out you But how was I some one before you. You speak I listen I speak you keep your distance where is the love in that. This time it will be different this time you will listen or this time will be like all the other time. Am I forcing it because I want to be In love this time can some one define what is love. Them when you do that I question how did this feeling get paired with the letters l.o.v.e who combined this feeling with this word that goes deeper then just seeing or speaking it. But to match this word with feelings from the heart. Can you tell me who put this symbol of a ❤ when it dont even looks like a heart. This time I feel this way this time I want to walk away but what makes this time different from the last time I felt this way crazy it is insane I must be. Because this time and even the next I will still this way still you chose not to listen and made a further time is and time does dont stop and each time I feel this way the time has changed to another day. But this time I feel this way