Fools

I was doing so well

I was getting over you

you’d left town and were with friends

not with  me and not with her 

It was easy that way

I didn’t have to see you together

see you posting about the two of you

and I was doing so well

now your back

its been two days and all I’ve seen is you and her

I feel like I’m regressing

I thought I’d be okay, that I was over it

but I guess I’m not 

I try not to care honestly I do

You make it so difficult though

i know you’re not doing it purposely 

atleast I hope you aren’t 

rubbing her in my face

the one who you left me for

destroyed my trust for

lied and played me for 

it’s hard not to hate you 

to be your friend like you keep asking

because I hate you together 

I hate that you let her destroy us

I hate that you let her destroy you 

I guess we’re both fools in that sense

You aren’t consistent with your feelings

you lied about loving me 

you broke me 

and she did the same to you

and you came crawling back for comfort and love

I was the fool that let you

i let you convince me that it was me you wanted

That you really loved me

Because I’m a fucking idiot 

and now you’ve done the same

let her crawl back in because she’s changed her mind

now she claims to love you

we’re both fools in love

just not fools together

M.